Kuwait's Confession Box

Confession 68 – Lost It

In Confessions on July 18, 2010 at 12:53 PM

Have u ever walked to hell with ur own feet?
I have..
I knew that night will change my life and it really did.. Only, to the worse!!
Well I study in the USA and I prefer not to say where exactly..
I was in a long serious relationship with a guy that dumped me because of what he heard about me and couldn’t get over him..
A very cute young very important prince met me and was interested and becoming friends we got very close and it turned out we have many mutual friends..
I fell so quickly maybe because I needed someone or because he showed me respect – not until he kept trying to put down egool ento second class o mn hatha el 7achy..
Ana ma3roofa eb jamali (I’m not showing off or anything) bas I was never single for more than a week dayman a7ad yabeeni bas ana chalba ma3ahum.. karma made the love of my life dump me ๐Ÿ™‚
well.. ana r7t ma3 el sha59 el muhim o 6alab ena ntgabal fi ma7al 5a9 and guess what?
he took away my virginity I tried to run away bas ma gedart and he has a video of me.. now whenever I refuse having sex he blackmails me about the video..
teqadamly wa7ed wayed zeen men a7san 3awayel al q8 bas I’m thinking of saying no la2ni 7adi 5ayfa..
No one know’s I am not a virgin and … worse!!
This is my biggest secret I can’t tel anyone.. and it feels so good letting it out..

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  1. im tryin very hard not 2 be an a$$hole but u need to read ur own post. Ur arrogant but a ‘prince’ took ur cherry. So that makes it bareable.ur a cocktease with guys always around. Honey i dont think marriage is your kinda thing and u should explore pandoras box that the prince has opened up 4 u. Turn the suiter down before anything escalates

  2. First of all, everybody makes mistakes. From this axis we could conclude ur problem. I need some answers first.

    Are you still in the US? does the “prince” has a plan of both of u getting married?

    I know it sounds weird or stupid, but, TELL UR MOTHER! dont tell anyone else except her. She will be sympathetic with u , she will speak to the guy and will reach to a conclusion. I am sure that this guy will at least respect ur mother and speak to her. Meanwhile, try to avoid speaking to the “prince”. Tell him that u wont talk to him unless he plans of marriage, and tell him to spread the video without even crying on the phone.

    Get ur mom to speak to him ASAP!

    Ed3ay allah ena yastrich .. lay5eeb ‘6anich eb rabich .. he is there and will protect u etha 9j tbtay from ur huge mistakes!

    ุงู„ู„ู‡ู… ุงุณุชุฑู†ูŠ ููˆู‚ ุงู„ุฃุฑุถ ูˆุชุญุช ุงู„ุฃุฑุถ ูˆูŠูˆู… ุงู„ุนุฑุถ . ุงู„ู„ู‡ู… ุงุณุชุฑู†ูŠ ููˆู‚ ุงู„ุฃุฑุถ ูˆุชุญุช ุงู„ุฃุฑุถ ูˆูŠูˆู… ุงู„ุนุฑุถ

    repreat this du3a2 after every prayer and recite the quraan after every prayer oo allah bfarjha 3anich

    Last message, hold ur emotions and be strong no matter what ur life turns out to be!

  3. telling ur mother is wrong; u would devastate her to quell ur insecurities, puttin the pressure on her to fix ur mistakes.
    plus, if a guy is that low to use a vid of u to blackmail u for sex, trust me honey, he will DISRESPECT ur mother.

    newsflash; ur not 9 anymore, hes not some guy @ school who took ur crayons or pulled ur hair, mommy cant come and speak to him, ur old enough to know whats wrong, to make mistakes, and now u must fix them.

    whats worse to u: not bein a virgin, or not cashin in on the cash-cow that is from ” a7san 3awayel al q8 “?

    and before some genius pops in with the whole “surgery” issue, maybe no1 will kno, but u always will.

    the CIA said it best: the truth shall set u free. if u r serious bout the cash-cow talk to him bout ur un-virginity. in the end, its a matter between u and ur husband-to-be, not ur family or his.

    and try to work on ur attitude,

    • You got a point but its not something moral shes afraid off, its the backlash she would get from her parents family etc…

      Since shes already lying her ass off she can continue to lie and get away with whatever she wants. Example, “Mommy my ding dong started bleeding after I went horseback riding, what does it mean *sob sob*.”

  4. I knw lots of guys who don’t really mind but what u need to do is take that asshole/prince to jail blackmail get it done qwikly let his family know 3ashan sim3ita ti5tirib so he doesn’t screw around another chick, in the us they wud jail him. Maybe nxt time u will look at a guy for who he is and not his titles

  5. ุงู„ู„ู‡ ูŠุณุชุฑ ุนู„ูŠุฌ ูˆุนู„ู‰ ุจู†ุงุช ุงู„ูƒูˆูŠุช .. ุงุฎุชูŠ ุงุฐุง ุงู„ุณุงู„ูู‡ ููŠู‡ุง ุชู‡ุฏูŠุฏ ู…ูˆ ุชู‚ูˆู„ูŠู„ูŠ “ุจุฑู†ุณ” ูƒูŠูˆุช ูˆู…ู‡ู… ูˆู…ุงุฏุฑูŠ ุดู†ูˆุŒ ู‡ุงู„ุณูˆุงู„ู ู…ุงููŠู‡ุง ุจุฑู†ุณ ูˆุบูŠุฑู‡ ู†ุตูŠุญุชูŠ ู„ุฌ ุชุฑูˆุญูŠู† ุญู‚ ุงู„ู…ุจุงุญุซ ุŒ ู…ูˆ ุงู„ู…ุฎูุฑ ! ู„ุงู†ู‡ ุณุงู„ูุฉ ุงู„ู…ุฎูุฑ ููŠู‡ุง ูุถุงูŠุญ
    ุทู„ุนูŠ ุฑู‚ู… ุงู„ู…ุจุงุญุซ ูˆุฏู‚ูŠ ุนู„ูŠู‡ู… ุทู„ุจูŠ ู…ูˆุนุฏ ูˆุดุฑุญูŠ ู‚ุตุชุฌ ูˆู„ุง ุชุฎุงููŠู† ู…ู† ูˆู„ุง ุดูŠ ุŒ ุฑุงุญ ูŠุทู„ุนูˆู†ู„ุฌ ุญู‚ุฌ ู…ู†ู‡ ูˆูŠุณุชุฑูˆู† ุนู„ูŠุฌ ู„ุง ู…ู† ุดุงู ูˆู„ุง ู…ู† ุฏุฑู‡
    ู„ุง ุงู‡ู„ุฌ ูˆู„ุง ุบูŠุฑ ุงู‡ู„ุฌ ุจูŠุนุฑููˆู† ุจุงู„ุณุงู„ูู‡ ูˆุจุฑู†ุณุฌ ุจูŠุจู„ุนูˆู†ู‡ ุงู„ุนุงููŠู‡ ุณูƒุงุชูŠ

    ูˆุจุงู„ู†ุณุจู‡ ุญู‚ ุฒูˆุงุฌุฌ ุงู†ุง ู‡ู†ูŠ ู…ุง ุงู‚ุฏุฑ ุงููŠุฏุฌ ูˆุงูŠุฏ ุจุณ ู†ุตูŠุญู‡ ู„ุง ุชุจู†ูŠู† ุญูŠุงุชุฌ ุนู„ู‰ ุฌุฐุจุฉ ุงู†ุง ุนุฐุฑุงุก

  6. 1. I’m real sorry for you, i’m wondering will u feel as good in the day of jugdment when Allah show it and asks u?!
    2. Plz ask for god’s forgiveness always for this huge mistake
    ุณูŠุฏ ุงู„ุงุณุชุบูุงุฑ:
    ุงู„ู„ู‡ู… ุงู†ุช ุฑุจูŠ ู„ุง ุงู„ู‡ ุงู„ุง ุฃู†ุง ุฎู„ู‚ุชู†ูŠ ูˆุงู†ุง ุฃู…ุชูƒ ูˆุงู†ุง ุนู„ู‰ ุนู‡ุฏูƒ ูˆ ูˆุนุฏูƒ ู…ุง ุงุณุชุทุนุช ุฃุนูˆุฐ ุจูƒ ู…ู† ุดุฑ ู…ุงุตู†ุนุช ุงุจูˆุก ู„ูƒ ุจู†ุนู…ุชูƒ ุนู„ูŠ ูˆุงุจูˆุก ุจุฐู†ุจูŠ ูุงุบูุฑู„ูŠ ูุงู†ู‡ ู„ุง ูŠุบูุฑ ุงู„ุฐู†ูˆุจ ุงู„ุง ุงู†ุช
    3. DO NOT listen to that bastards threats, u can easily threat him especially that he’s a prince he would need u to shut up MORE, it’s just the other way around ur the one who can threat him
    4.Get the virginity operation done oo get married to that guy, of course don’t tell him .. Any man will never accept that, don’t be stupid.
    5. Pray, give charity daily, good deeds, ..etc do every n any good thing u can so that forgives u inshallah .. Allah kareem oo we’re about to get into Ramadan .. Don’t miss this chance of not only forgiveness but also merci to be set free from jahanam
    these ad3ya for u say them all the time:
    ุงู„ู„ู‡ู… ุงุบู†ู†ูŠ ุจุญู„ุงู„ูƒ ุนู† ุญุฑุงู…ูƒ ูˆุจูุถู„ูƒ ุนู…ู† ุณูˆุงูƒ

    ุงู„ู„ู‡ู… ุฃู†ูŠ ุฃุณุงู„ูƒ ุงู„ู‡ุฏู‰ ูˆุงู„ุชู‚ู‰ ูˆุงู„ุนูุงู ูˆุงู„ุบู†ู‰

    for the bastard (Allah yakhtha):
    ุญุณุจูŠ ุงู„ู„ู‡ ูˆู†ุนู… ุงู„ูˆูƒูŠู„
    (ู‚ุงู„ู‡ุง ู†ุจูŠ ุงู„ู„ู‡ ุงุจุฑุงู‡ูŠู… ุนู†ุฏู…ุง ุฑู…ูŠ ููŠ ุงู„ู†ุงุฑ ูุตุงุฑุช ุจุฑุฏ ูˆุณู„ุงู…)

    ุงู„ู„ู‡ู… ุงูƒูู†ูŠู‡ู… ุจู…ุง ุดุฆุช

    ุงู„ู„ู‡ู… ู…ู† ุงุฑุฏุงู†ุง ูˆุงู„ู…ุณู„ู…ูŠู† ุจุณูˆุก ูุงุดุบู„ู‡ ููŠ ู†ูุณู‡ ูˆ ุฑุฏ ูƒูŠุฏู‡ ููŠ ู†ุญุฑู‡ ูˆุงุฌุนู„ ุชุฏุจูŠุฑู‡ ุชุฏู…ูŠุฑู‡ ูŠุงุฑุจ ุงู„ุนุงู„ู…ูŠู†

    may god protect u always..

  7. Allah yehadach ya Nouf Bedaitai shezeenich na9aye7 o ad3iya o diyanah o eltizam o fajaaa ni9a7tiha etgesh o itchatheb 3ala alrayal !!!!!!!! Edeen akhlaq gabel maykoon ayshai Thani. O lw nigra edeen 3adel inlagi inaa akhlaqna o a3malna ehma elasas . O 3omer el gesh makan asas ay towba.

    Wala sa3adat el insan dayman bezawaj.

    She needs to fix the first problem of black mailling as suggested above

    Then try to work on her attitude and concentrate on her studies move one with a clean focused life. Once she gains respect for her self. then things will solve them selves and maybe she will meet some one who will love her for what she is and then she can start life with him without lies . And then she will be happy

  8. I’m sorry to say this, but it’s your fault. It’s your fault for agreeing in the first place. It’s your fault for “dating”. Allah sub7anah ma 7arram hal kharabee6 3ala wala shay. Allah a3lam ib 3ibada, ma 7aram ina tkon fe 3elaqa bain il walad wil bint ila li sabab. Wili 9arlich bithab6 hatha el sibab. Allah ihadach intay fita7tay el bab 7ag roo7ich. Lakin al7een el kalam ma mina fayda, Allah sub7ana ghafoor ra7eem, istaghferay rabich witha entay niyetech 9afya wtayba, Allah byaghferlich.

  9. Dear Laloona,

    I know lying is 7aram, but the reality is that most men in our society will not accept or understand such story.. Even though she was a victim!
    Unless she gets married to a man outside this community, who doesn’t mind virgin or not.
    Oo even she tell a man about this secret how could she trust him in the first place? What if he blow it to others?? It will be a scandle not only about her but the whole family!
    ุงุฐุง ุชุงุจุช ูˆุชุงุจ ุงู„ู„ู‡ ุนู„ูŠู‡ุง ูˆุนูุง ุนู†ู‡ุง .. ูŠุงุฑุจ
    ู…ุงู„ู‡ ุฏุงุนูŠ ุชุฐูƒุฑ ุงู„ู„ูŠ ู…ุถู‰ .. ุฎู„ุงุต
    ุชุณุชุฑ ุนู„ู‰ ู†ูุณู‡ุง ูˆุชุญูุธ ู†ูุณู‡ุง ูˆุชู…ุดูŠ ุณูŠุฏู‡ ูˆุงู„ู„ู‡ ูŠุบูุฑู„ู‡ุง
    ู„ูŠุด ุชูุถุญ ู†ูุณู‡ุงุŸ
    at least this way no one gets hurt.
    I don’t say that this is the perfect solution oo maybe it’s not .. It’s just what I SEE is right thing to do in her case..
    Oo Allah yaster 3alaiha oo 3alaina .. Yaaaaaraaaaab ๐Ÿ™‚

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